Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Respond When?

Bobby recently told me he thought the Lord impressed him, "There's no better time to respond to the Lord than during an invitation."

Zec 10:1 Ask ye of the LORD rain in the time of the latter rain, even of the LORD that maketh lightnings; and He will give them showers of rain, to every one grass in the field.

Priests..."Wake Up"

I heard the Lord speak to me this morning "Ephesians." Then He impressed on me, "Men are the priests, the spiritual leaders of their families. If we do not function in this role, who will? Wake up!! Before it's too late! The battle cry has been sounded, 'Prepare for war!'" Wake up!! Or you will miss the final outpouring of God's Spirit! Wake up!! Be a man!! Fulfill your destiny!!

From Brian Fields 1.31.2007

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

From Mr. Bill "Spilman"

This Is Mr. Bill!! I am almost 57. Love to serve ! Love God!! Have a great family! My wife is Valerie, my daughter Anna, my son Zachary, close extended family Trung Ngo, Kyle Manning.

The blog: I pulled out my blue large letter edition NIV and turned to Ephesians 5 because that is where my heart is. I reread the passage and is has not changed ! It says clearly “husbands love your wives just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her.” I believe one of the big constant battles is that satan will use anything in us, or through us, or around us, to change our mental and spiritual mindset to be cluttered with stuff that will move our mindset from Godliness to worry, bitterness, vein imaginations and anyplace other than what we even desire. It is like Paul told us in Romans “ I do what I don’t even want to do and I don’t do what I know I need to do.” We become so derailed mentally and spiritually that we even consider it the normal way of life. Well Hogwash!! This is a lie! This is an attack! This is a toe hold that turns to a hand hold that turns to a crack in the dam that our life just slowly seeps out and runs down the gutter. I am guilty! I need to change! I desire to do better and do what the word says”HUSBANDS LOVE YOUR WIVES JUST AS CHRIST LOVED THE CHURCH AND GAVE HIMSELF UP FOR HER.”

Saturday, January 27, 2007

"God Stoppers - Remove Them" by Stan Udouj


Removing the God Stoppers!

I could have chosen almost any of our recent sermons, but this one from Dr.Stan seems especially timely to what the Lord is saying to us men since the first of 2007. Please download it to your computer, and give it another listen. Even better, burn it to a CD after downloading, so you can listen driving in your car. If you don't know how, ask a brother to show you. It's a skill you should have in our day, if you have a computer. It will be a blessing to you and those you pass it on to, when your finished. -=db=-

"Warning" Brian Fields (response to Bobby Burns)

Bobby
I read this morning the Scriptures you shared and am in complete agreement with you. One on one. Each of us must begin to speak to men one on one, whenever we see them, or as the Lord leads us to visit. I felt He impressed on me "what manner of men ought we to be" so I tried to find it in with my Strong's but could not. I then heard "hasten His appearing" so I tried to find it also but had no luck. Then I'm not sure how, but I ended up in 2 Peter and found in verses 11-12 " Seeing then that all these things will be dissolved what manner of persons ought you to be in all holy conduct and godliness. Looking for (watch, to anticipate in thought, hope, or fear) and hastening (to urge on, await eagerly) the coming of the day of the Lord, wherein the heavens being on fire shall be dissolved, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat." I believe the Lord is telling us that "in the hastening we have a part to play in the fulfillment of His word, a destiny to fulfill" and He waiting for us to respond. But in verses 7-9 He is telling us that "there is a day of judgement" and that even though in Him "one day is as a thousand years and a thousand years as one day" He "is not slack concerning His promise" and that at some point the window of opportunity will close. He is calling us in these last days (how many do we have?) because He does not desire for us to perish "but that we should all come to repentance." The question is, what is our response to these things?
Brian

"Warning" Bobby Burns (email to Brian Fields)

Brian,

I want to share with you what the Lord has shown me today.

As I was praying I asked Him what direction He wanted me to take for now. I thought at first that it was me or just a coincidence when He said, " Look up some more scriptures on warning," so I brushed it off and started reading some other scriptures. Then I heard Him again, "Look up some scriptures on warning." Upon that, I opened my Strong's. The scriptures that stood out were in Ezekiel 33: 3-7; Hebrews 11:7, and Colossians 1:28. When I read Hebrews 11:7 I realized that I was hearing from Him correctly. It reminded me of what you said Tuesday night, "When the rain started falling it was too late." In regard to Colossians 1:28, I believe that He is saying two things. First, that He wants every man within CCF to know what has been proclaimed, Joel 3:9, and Micah 5:1; at the same time, tell them about the warnings. Second, I believe that for the sake of those that are taking heed, and to further get the attention of those that are not, we are to begin exhortations. It is time also to move on. After our guest speaker next month I feel that we should begin addressing those issues pointed out to us at Subiaco; such as, (Daniel chp 4, the issue of pride) (The priority of marriages and families) (John chp 15 Dwelling in Him) (Roman's 9:2,3 How much should we love one another?) (Confession of faith, Caleb, Joshua, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednigo) (Forgiveness towards self and others) (James chp 2, showing favoritism) etc, etc. I don't know how we would go about getting the proclamations or warnings to those men that don't attend the Tuesday night meetings, but I believe that it is our responsibility to do what ever is necessary. We don't want anyone's blood on our hands. I also feel that whatever is done should be soon. At least before our next meeting. I feel good about our guest speaker and would like to see a good turn out. Let me Know what you decide.

Your Brother Bobby

From Mark Skinner

{I've had some very good time with the Lord this morning where I was needy and He ministered some life giving help to me. When I arose I read email from Bobby Burns and Brian Fields about warning. I intend to publish those next. Been hearing it a lot lately! Could very well be a mercy warning from our King, as Mark's story below clearly communicates. I encourage you to read it in it's entirety, meditate on it, and take heed (better rendered ACT! if the Lord gives you leading, by His most Loving, Holy Spirit.) His Grace be Yours. -=db=-}


For His Glory!

January 27, 2007


Greetings from CrossRaods/A Step Up!
Outreach Ministries

"So when all these things begin to happen, stand straight and look up, for your salvation [Greek-deliverance] is near!" --Luke 21:28 NLT

In 66AD as the Roman armies surrounded Jerusalem, there were those who knew immediately that this was the time Jesus had warned about, over thirty years previous. Those who were "alert" made immediate plans for fleeing Judea and seeking out the safety of the surrounding high country. When the Roman armies left...well that brought about the second test of obedience and faith. Was Jesus wrong? Were the people in Jerusalem who'd stayed behind now justified in their ridicule and skepticism? Some thought so, and left the safety of the mountains to resume their secular lives in Judea.

Others however, were not deterred. They trusted their "spiritual eyes" more than their imperfect "physical eyes." They remained in the hill country, enduring persecution and scorn from their Jewish friends and relatives, who saw them as "fanatics" and misguided. But, we know the rest of the story...

The Roman armies returned and eventually in 70AD, Jerusalem suffered the destruction that Christ Jesus had foretold. It was a destruction such had, never occurred in the area before, nor since.
Before the actual destruction, the conditions inside the city (behind the walls and gates) became such as we might read about in a horror novel or see in such a movie. Starvation ran rampant, mothers ate their children, all sense of moral obligation or loyalty was ignored. What a terrible fate, and yet...it did not occur without warning!

Those who were obedient, were spared. What was the obedience in this case? Faithful followers were to warn those around them of the prophetic words spoken by Jesus. As the events foretold began to occur, they were to continue to warn others as they made their own escape ready, and followed through with that evacuation. Those who obediently followed this commission were sparred AND all who listened to them and followed suit, were spared as well.

This of course brings us to the greater fulfillment of Jesus prophetic warning. Our day is without a doubt, that "end of the age," "last days," "end of times," etc. As true Christians recognize the events foretold coming true, are we raising our heads up and accepting our commission from our King, Jesus Christ? Are we separating ourselves from the "world" that surrounds us, which is controlled by Satan and destined for destruction? What's more, as we figuratively do, "live apart from the wickedness of the world" are we warning others of the impending judgment . Are we "living" AND "speaking" the wonderful truths of Christ and His Kingdom?

The New Testament is full of instruction and encouragement for modern day followers of Christ, regarding "encouraging one another" to be and act accountable to what we know, and to live and teach the glorious Salvation of Christ.

If we are not "rooted" in a "biblically active" congregation, then we can neither encourage nor be encouraged. However, if we limit our "Christian activities" to only those events and opportunities which occur "inside" the walls of our churches, how will we ever fulfill our greater commission of reaching a lost world?

The time is urgent for genuine Christian balance. Iron sharpens iron...but for what purpose? Is it only for a stable and "comfortable" foundation, of our own? The irony here is...as long as we "justify" our resistance to get out of our comfort zone, remaining comfortably isolated from the lost and unrighteous of this world, we will stay constantly "needy" for the encouragement of others...UNREASONABLY NEEDY!

I'm reminded of the condition of the "Dead Sea." The reason this notorious body of water has so accurately maintained its name.."Dead," is due to the fact that it has no OUTLET...
The life giving nutrients and other qualities of the waters which run into the Dead Sea are rendered worthless by the build up of salt, sulphur, sludge, etc. which continue to flow in to this "dead end" water way. Of what value is it for God's Holy Spirit to "fill us up," when we voluntarily have no outlet? The negatives of our flesh, the daily routine of living among the wickedness of this world, continue to render our "Holy Spirit High's" short-lived, for we fail to grasp the purpose for which they were given.

"I'm inadequate, insecure, uncomfortable, ignorant, untrained, not worthy, ill-equipped, speech impaired, yatta, yatta, yatta...It won't wash!None of us are able to do anything, but by the power of Him who would equip us for every good work! I'm an imperfect disaster, when left to my own abilities...THE ONLY INGREDIENT REQUIRED OF ME, IS UNCONDITIONAL WILLINGNESS! RECEIVE AND OBEY!

As we continue to encourage one another in this coming season of 2007, I pray that we all seek out the direction of His Spirit, as to HOW we should encourage....and to WHAT. May our accountability, "mature" so that we not only console one another but we "insist" of one another the willingness to truly "serve" our King, while their is yet still time for it!

Don't know how or where to serve......ASK! and keep asking until you get an answer!

God's Grace and Patience to us all...

In That Grace,
Brother John Mark Skinner
& The Entire CrossRoads/A Step Up Team

Friday, January 26, 2007

Mission report from Zach Spillman's Mexico Group

247 Friends, Family and Fans…

I did get a mini-update from James that I wanted to pass on to all of you. We didn’t get to speak in length about any details or any specific students. He just said the trip was going “great” and that his team alone had seen 250 people saved in just the first week. He said the ministry had been really anointed. He didn’t have any major sicknesses or problems to report – so that’s wonderful and he was pumped about how all our students were handling missions.

Since they’re out in villages again this week, I don’t expect to hear from them. If we were to get an email it wouldn’t probably be until the 30th or 31st when they’re back in the city. Please don’t be alarmed if we don’t hear from them. Remember, NO NEWS really is GOOD NEWS. As soon as I get any more information I will be sure to pass it on to you to keep you in the loop of communication. Just continue to pray for the health of all the students and more opportunities for effective ministry.

Making the Most, Codi Bennett, NewLifeChurch

Thursday, January 25, 2007

A Passage from Justin Blasingame

"Be on the alert, stand firm in the faith, act like men, be strong.

Let all that you do be done in love."

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I Corthinans 16:13-14

Monday, January 22, 2007

"Clear the Landscape" Craig Smith

Craig has called the church to "21 Days of Fasting."



In announcing it a couple Sundays ago he said he'd like the first three days to be "water only" or "water and juice." (See "Fasting Instructions" down the right side of this blog.)

He said a main emphasis is "Spending time with the Father."

And to "Clear the Landscape."

Craig also said, "If it will help us break through -- I want to practice it!"

Thanks for leading and challenging, Craig! May our men rise up.-=db=-

Pray & Fast !

FAST TODAY!


Pastor Craig has called the church to a 21 day fast, beginning today January 22, 2007. Please participate and lead out in this men. Don't be legalistic about it, and don't use the fact that you might not have started today keep you from participating. It's a personal thing and it's a community thing. Just do it. There's power in it, for you personally, your family, and for our local body of believers. Do it as unto the Lord! Look forward to hearing some of your stories. -=db=-

"Jesus answered, "Can you make the guests of the bridegroom fast while he is with them? But the time will come when the bridegroom will be taken from them; in those days they will fast." Luke 5:34

From Mark Skinner

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For Rides or directions...Call 479-785-3575 or 479-522-8992
Individual & Personal Groups at 6pm!
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Praise & Worship Service for ALL...
Starts at 7:30pm!
May God Bless Your Day and Week!


This is from the pen of Mark Skinner. He and Paula lead their groups every Monday night at CCF. Check it out! Tell you family, friends, and anyone struggling with addiction! -=db=-

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Words from Ralph Irwin, Artist & Vietnam Vet

Brian Fields & Ralph Irwin had breakfast this morning. Brian reported a good meeting and these words from Ralph, that stuck out to me.

“It’s time we quit marching in place, it’s time for us to take some ground.”

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Instant Prayer by Bobby Burns

Dwayne,

This revelation has been such a blessing to me that I wanted to share it with our other brothers through the blog, so when you have time, please post it. Thanks.

Romans 12:12 Rejoice in hope, be patient through tribulations, and continue
instant in prayer.


Point to make about being instant in prayer.

Brothers, I believe that one of the most important things that we can and must do as
mighty men is to listen and follow through with those quiet promptings from the Lord. Those precious times that we hear Him say, "Come into your prayer closet, I have something to tell you." Or those times that He tries to inspire us to respond to reading his word, or even those special invitations to be a witness for Him. Basically, any time we receive a word of direction from Him we should respond immediately. I have always felt that it was vital to practice this life style, but a few weeks ago He really confirmed it. He told me that, "There is no better time to receive from me than during an invitation." Recently, while becoming familiar with e-sword and pondering on that revelation, He reminded me of Hebrews 2:1 "Take the most earnest heed to those things which you hear lest they slip away. Wow! What a confirmation that this is what he was saying. Romans 10:17 tells us that faith comes by hearing the word of God, and we know that Jesus is the Word John 1:1; 1:14. So obviously faith comes by hearing not only the biblical word but by hearing the voice of Jesus. James 1:22 says, "Be doers of the word and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves." So, when we hear those promptings we are to adhere to them immediately, otherwise we deprive our selves of something that is available at that time. We may not experience the fulfillment of the blessings during our response, but we will experience the blessing at just the right time.

The word instant means, to adhere to one, to be devoted or constant to one,
to be steadfastly attentive unto, to give unremitting care to a thing, to
continue all the time in a place, to be in constant readiness for one, wait
on constantly.

If we will be instant in prayer we will automatically rejoice in hope and
initially this will give us the strength we need to be patient through
tribulations.

Of course, we should always begin our day with prayer, and we should never end a day without prayer; however, if we are not careful those prayers can become ritualistic. Those prayers are the times that He requires, but they are the times we set. Those quiet promptings we receive from Him are the times He sets. That is why I believe that it is so important to respond. They are special invitations from the Holy One.

As I ponder about the many times I have received revelation or impartation, the majority of them have occurred upon responding to His quiet voice.

Ultimately, being instant in prayer is a major key to many,
many vital things in our walk with Him.

Your brother Bobby<><

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

From Bobby Burns

If you read Bobby's journal below you heard this clear admonition -
“Proclaim this among the men of CCF; Prepare for war, wake up the mighty men, let all the men of war draw near; let them come up. Joel 3:9-11"


Brothers,


As we pray to our Father that He will give our fellow brothers of CCF life (That He will wake them up), we know that He hears us because this is His will, and because we know He hears us we can have this petition. So be it.

As we pray this prayer from 1st John 5:14-16 I would like to encourage you to also Decree that the Lord will give them life. I am speaking in reference of Ezekiel 37:4-7. God told Ezekiel to prophesy to these dry bones, ( The spiritual condition of Israel ) "Thus says the Lord, 'O dry bones hear the word of the Lord, Behold, I will cause breath to enter you that you may come to life"

In the Lords prayer we pray, "Thy kingdom come, thy will be done. This is also a proclamation, not a request.

With this I believe we should start proclaiming life for our brothers of CCF.

Your brother Bobby<><

William Newbauer (Will) in Kuwait, January 2007


-----Original Message-----
From: William Newbauer [mailto:pfcnewbauer@gmail.com]
Sent: Monday, January 15, 2007 4:20 AM
To: office@ccf-fortsmith.org
Subject: Hey its Will, live from Kuwait!

Hello CCF Office!!!!

I had a moment and found the church's email so I thought I'd say Hi. I made it back here safe. I still can not believe it has been 12 days since I left.... I'm doing well. Everyone is a little frustrated right now though because someone fryied our internet router by plugging it into the 240v outlet...so we no longer have internet in our barracks. However we still have the Army computers with internet. Though rotating a platoon through to use roughly 3 computers in not fun. Other than that time is going by rather quickly. With 12 hour shifts time goes by very quickly. Im either working, eating or sleeping. As much as I dislike being away from all of you back home, this deployment really is a blessing. It does wonders for my military career, there is no combat in kuwait since desert storm, and it allowed me to pay off my debts. All I have to do is deal with being so far away from home. Not as easy as it use to be. CCF Family has really impacted my life, God certainly knew what he was doing bringing all of you into my life. I love you all more than words can express. Take care.

SPC Newbauer, William (Will)

@@Thought you men might like to hear from one of our own in Kuwait. Please consider this a reminder to write or email any serviceman you know and thank them for their service and sacrifice! It’s important! And they love a touch from home.@@ -=db=- pfcnewbauer@gmail.com

Friday, January 12, 2007

Thoughts from Brian Fields


This is not our Brian, but grand children...photo will follow when available.

I received the following thoughts from Brian via email this morning while working on this blog in Japan. Indeed, how great is our God?

How big is our God and how small are we? Just a thought – current science says that in the Milky Way Galaxy there are between 200-600 billion stars. How may galaxies? The Hubble Space Telescope (HST) site estimates there is hundreds of billions of galaxies in the universe. A recent German super-computer simulation estimates that the number may be as high as 500 billion! J

Sunday, January 7, 2007

Bobby Burns Subiaco Retreat Journal


Crucial message from God to the men of CCF,

“Proclaim this among the men of CCF; Prepare for war, wake up the mighty men, let all the men of war draw near; let them come up. Joel 3:9-11

“Martial your troops”. Micah 5:1

Brothers of CCF, we are so energized about what God is doing and going to do through all the men that join arms and come together in Christ for this mission. We are praying that every CCF man recognizes this great opportunity and privilege to honor our Lord and magnify his name. He is worthy. Brothers we are all honored and feel privileged to
serve our Lord and CCF by putting forth a fervent effort to hear from him and deliver his
will and intentions for the men’s ministry; at the same time, we rejoice in hope that you
will bear with us, be excited with us, and be willing to do what ever it takes, together, to
bless our Lord. We believe and urge you to bond with us in faith that Jesus is going to do
mighty things through this ministry and ultimately City Christian Fellowship. We believe
that he is saying, “Don’t prepare for war! Don’t wake up, you mighty men! Don’t come
together so that mighty things will happen! Do it, because mighty things are going to
happen!” Please keep this in mind, A warrior can not prepare for battle over night. Now
is the time to press towards the mark for the prize of the high calling of God, in Christ.
We believe that he is saying that if we don’t take this opportunity, he will find another
group of mighty men that will. Most assuredly he has anointed and is increasing in other
men’s ministries to join arms with ministries such as ours, but what an encouragement,
for we are one that he has selected. Brothers, we covet your prayers and welcome you to
join us in prayer that his will be done in all things.

The following is an outline of what the Lord shared with Dwaine Bell and Bobby Burns
during the Subiaco retreat.

Things to work on Unity with Christ. John 15 Nothing is possible outside of Christ, but any thing is possible IN HIM

Unity with wives and children. Next to our covenant with God, covenant with our
spouse is primary. Husbands love your wives like Christ loves the church. Pray together
and honor one another. We have already witnessed the enemy attacking our families. If
he can weaken the family he can weaken the church, so we need to fortify our families.
The enemy has been defeated, and we are more than conquerors.

Unity with one another. Rom 9:2,3. How much should we love one another?

James 2. We don’t feel that there is a status or class problem; however, we feel that it is
time for the men of CCF to venture from their comfortable circles and reach out to one
another. Put forth a sincere effort to know every man within this body of Christ better.

Forgiveness. Towards one another. Matt 18:22 seventy times seven. Matthew 18:15-17
is not a three step process. Keep these scriptures in mind. Proverbs 17:9 NIV “He who covers over an offense promotes love, but whoever repeats a matter separates close friends“. Proverbs. 17:9 NLT “Disregarding another person’s faults preserves love; telling about them separates close friends. Proverbs 18:19 “It’s harder to make amends with an offended friend than to capture a fortified city. Arguments separate friends like a gate locked with iron bars. Every, mighty man IN CHRIST has the potential to forgive. We must know and profess that through Christ we are stronger than a fortified city. The word tells us to agree with our adversary quickly. How much quicker should we agree with our friends? Pray for discernment in all decisions.

Forgiveness. Towards our selves. Be encouraged that we are free from condemnation
and that he has sent our rebellious acts as far away from us as the east is from the west.
Remember that one of our men’s ministry life verses is Exodus23:30 KJ “By little and
little I will drive them out from before thee, until thou be increased, and inherit the land.
We are taking up the plow, and we will not look back.

Confession of Faith. Daniel 3:17 Shadrach, Meshach, Abednego, “Our God is able”.

Numbers 14:6-9 Joshua and Caleb. “If the Lord is pleased with us, he will bring us safely
into that land and give it to us”.

John 15 If we abide in him and his words abide in us we can ask what we will.
We can do all things through Christ. Etc.

Humility. Daniel Chapter 4. Pr. 16:18 Pride goes before destruction a haughty spirit
before a fall.

100% of our Efforts. Jeremiah 17:9,10. He rewards us for our efforts, but he wants
100%.

Fervent prayers. Lev10:1-3; Rev 5:8. Incense and aromas are symbolic for our prayers.
Rev 8:3. The prayers of all saints are offered up with much incense. James 5:16 KJ “The
effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much. The word effectual in the Greek
is Energio. It means divinely energized. When our prayers are fervent they are the kind
He commands. They are not strange to him. KJ Lev 10:1. He energizes us, or anoints us
with His divine power. The earnest prayers are those we remember being answered.
Those that bring faith and the feeling of breakthrough before they are finished.

Live fervently. Romans 12:12 Rejoice in hope, be patient through tribulation, and
continue instantly in prayer.

Verses to stand on

2 Pet 1:3; Proverbs 3:5,6; Ex 23:30; Dt 9:3; Eph3:20; Daniel 3:17; Num 14:8;
1st John 5:14-16

Thursday, January 4, 2007

Dwayne Subiaco Journal


November 17, 2006

Subiaco Monastery

Beautiful and peaceful here, seems like home. Quiet, relaxing, friendly, fun. Bobby and I walk the grounds – tour the Courey House and the church mainly, but also walk the grounds.

In the first minutes of reflection, I feel led to pray aloud a simple prayer asking for God’s help for a fruitful time here, pleasing to Him.

This is a personal retreat, but also I’m seeking the LORD on behalf of the CCF Men’s Ministry. I’d like to record the main, foundational Scriptures and words that have come and been “guiding” during the last six months – the present/future era of the “Men’s Ministry.”

The word “foundation” keeps coming up. In Joe’s office just a few hours ago. During this time <3-6> perhaps God is wanting to expose & repair any cracks or flaws in the foundation that would cause much damage to the structure (CCF Men) later <>. Joe noted the attendance had been down some. Came quickly to me that it doesn’t take too many men to do (be) the foundation. Joe commented, “We may be in this process 6 months or more – that wouldn’t be too long.” Brian commented once, “Most of the foundation is underground. You don’t see it.” Done in secret. Standing, holding, supporting, abiding – habits of relationship. “Stacked close together” is coming to me now. Talk to David Johnson more about foundations and relationship.

Get confessed up – forgiven & forgiving so you can stand. These thoughts are from Brian

Also, “What’s it going to take to make you fight?” Brian Fields.

“You can’t live far out, today! “You’ll die – get picked off” spiritually, maybe physically, martially. (Bobby and I discuss this on the drive down – Several CCF men.) Maybe beautiful to live our there in isolation, but costly – too costly.

(From Brian, today.) The Word of God – Men, you must spend time in the Word daily. Habit. Have you hidden God’s word in your heart? Memorize some passages of Scripture and quote them to each other, often, as you go. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.

The “Inner Life.” It’s a must for spiritual living. It’s the point of it all. The journey. The friendship. The inner life isn’t for spiritual giants, seekers, or monks!! It’s for every believer. It’s for you. It’s for me. Get a God Calling book and read it every day! Or, some new Habit!

Read Brian’s word from Daniel – the confession of Shadrach, Meshach; and Abednego

Read the book of Daniel.

Read the book of Ruth.

Habit, Discipline, be reading – the Word.

Spirit of the Disciplines – finish reading. Habit. Read. Humility.

Read & meditate on “God Calling” Nov 8th - Brian.

At first meeting in lobby, Bobby shares Exodus passage – “Drive them out, little by little” Habits. He will as we do. My habits here – meditate study, read, memorize.

5pm – 525 pm … sharing and notes from Bobby.

John Bevere Drawing Near, Prayer Closet (Matt 6, “when you enter the secret place…”)

“How much should we love one another? Paul … willing to burn for Israel – S, M & A?

Men’s ministry is such a pillar – foundation – we are going to have to be willing to go the distance – aggressive, sacrificing for our brothers.

Moses & Aaron upon hearing complainers “fall on face before God.” Num 13-14 v 4-5

V 6-7 Joshua and Caleb confessed boldness and faith

I John 5:14-16 confidence – GO TO BAT FOR YOUR BROTHERS.

Felt anointing of God while we were walking around – and upon entering the room, the Lord said to me, “Read the Word.”

Retreat 2x2. A model I think. For a while? At Subaico or other spiritual retreats.

Bobby and I attend “Office of Readings” 5:30 – 6:00

Dinner 6:00 – 7:00

“Vespers” 7:00 – 7:30

Worship – Interesting – Enjoyable

Back to laying out “what” I’d like to mediate on for starters and as a plan. I recall Brian reading to me over the phone God Calling from Nov 8th

So I’ll read and learn from that before going on with the practice of a habit – hopefully directed or led by the Holy Spirit. There is much to be done – or that could be done. I’m not bored or starring at the walls here in the least!

Nov 8th – Wipe the Slate

“One thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark – Phil iii.13

“FORGET THE PAST! WIPE THE SLATE OF YOUR REMEMBERANCE WITH LOVE. FORGET YOUR FAILURES. YOUR FAILURES AND THOSE OF OTHERS.”

Brian’s dream of the gate of heaven comes to mind – everyone being asked one questions, “Did you learn how to love?”

OK … another thing for meditation that’s captured my attention here – notes from (Rodger Brown, I believe) a recent teaching on TIME STEWARDSHIP called “LIVING ABOVE THE LINE” (ties time to relationship to freedom). Action Point! (Go back and discuss over coffee?)

“Deal with distractions” big with me & our culture – “too much of a good thing is a bad thing”

“Relationships cost you an investment of your time.”

Christ “Went away to pray.” Matt 14:23-25

“Relationships have to be built at the moment of opportunity.” Mark 7:24-25 Canaanite woman

“168 hours a week” “can’t save time, can’t borrow time. End of the week, it’s all gone.”

Live/Living above the line

Spend our 168 hours above this line

(Rodger – 168 hours!! We have a problem already. That’s all the hours in a week 24/7. Sleep??)

How do we do better? Give it away?? (Time & Money correlation)

John 14:6?

Christ let someone else tell Him what was important. He probably knew His mission.

DON’T CURSE THE DARKNESS – KEEP RAILING ABOUT THE PROBLEM – DO SOMETHING – GET SOME HABITS – GET TO WORK – ENCOURAGE OTHERS TO DO THE SAME BY TALKING AND WALKING/ TEACHING AND PREACHING AND PRACTICE.

OK – feel led in the next 20 minutes to properly memorize two scriptures

John 15:5 “I am the Vine, you are the branches; he who abides in me, and I in him, he bears much fruit; for apart from Me you can do nothing.” (Secret of the kingdom)

Time to meet again in the lobby with Bobby…

“I’ve heard from the Spirit, ‘Go to My Word,’ but it’s never happened to me like this!”

Bobby Praying – on knees – as led, stopped strong hip pain – brought no medicine as faith step.

Joel 3:9

“Wake up the mighty men, assemble yourselves – come down….” and more.

Daniel 4 Nebuchadnezzar… Men of CCF – deal with PRIDE …a “pride” issue, even/especially the mighty men.

James 2

“Don’t show favoritism”

Pray for some way for the men (CCF) to stay accountable. Micah 5:1 “Marshall your men.”

I Chron 13:1 – David said, “Let us bring the ark of our God back together. (– other churches?)

18 November 2006 Subiaco (www.subi.org)

Bright, crisp, sunny morning – bells for Morning Prayer (0645L) are ringing as I am getting dressed. I take an hour sunrise walk around the abbey. Meet Bobby up stairs – we go to breakfast. We visit with Brother Mel and some JBU students who know Owen, Neal, (Carr) and David Carruth.

Read God Calling – Yesterday’s again “Quiet Lives” and today’s “Dazzling Glory

Remembering the warm, brilliant early morning sun – showing off the white/brown sandstone of the Abbey, the red tile roofs, and the deep blue of the sky – from the courtyard –

“Arise, shine for thy Light is come, and the Glory of the Lord is risen upon thee.” Isa. 1x, 1.

“The glory of the Lord is the Beauty of His Character.”

“It is risen upon you when you realize it…”

“The Glory of the Lord is also risen upon you when you reflect that Glory in your lives….”

“…reveal to the world a something of the Father…that you have been with Me….”

Meet with Bobby again in lobby…

(Noted for some reason that his recent spiritual journey took him to ET, CCF, HT, back to CCF.)

Derek Prince Does your Tongue Need Healing?

“I’ve seen lots of things through – but this (Men’s Ministry) is a passion for me.”

Strange fire – sweet aroma – Rev 8 & James 5:15

“I would like to share with the men sometime.”

Eph 3:20 “power that is within you.”

“Saved when I was 8 years old. Never took the LORD seriously until 7-8 years ago.”

Action Point! [Get Bobby to share prayer 6 years ago with leaders.]

Jer 17:5-10 wow

Trust the Lord, not man – like trees by river – green & producing.

HE rewards according to our efforts – rewards effort not success.

“Abide” “fear of the LORD”

“Bobby said, “Wept last night, because I’m so unworthy. God was so near.”

Bobby continued “Jer 14:17, I found this – the Lord showed me – v15 ‘these lying prophets.’

--Prophets of ease – will die in it. –

My virgin daughter – lies mortally wounded on the ground.”

(Is it I? Has it been I, or us? Lord have mercy and show/lead us to repent!)

How can we learn to express the LORD’s heart on this as we teach, preach, prophesy, walk?! –

Let the weak say I am strong! We have to know we have God’s favor!!

{I need a brother like you – to pray, burn with the Lord’s light and fire. Thank you, Bobby Burns.} -=db=-